What will we do with our time?

Nancy Brown Hedgpeth, JDPSN

Nancy Brown Hedgpeth, JDPSN

All of us have had many, many teachers: our parents, school teachers, our family and friends. Zen Master Seung Sahn and all of these wonderful teachers sitting here. The clouds. The sky. How we live all of this teaching we receive is very important. One of my teachers while I was growing up was the minister of our Congregational church. He was a wonderful man-dedicated, gentle and with an artist's mind. He was quite well-read and always brought to his sermons stories he had been reading that inspired him.

One story this minister told was of a man who drove a trolley car. At the end of this man's work day, he would leave his trolley car at the end of one track, and he would wait 42 minutes for the next car to come, pick him up, turn around and take him on his way home. At first he simply sat at the end of the track and was restless for 42 minutes.

But day after day passed, and he began to notice his surroundings and noticed that it was a junkyard, with old broken-down trolley cars and car parts and litter and weeds. One day he not only noticed these, but acted. He started to pick up and stack litter; he'd bring a rake; he'd bring a plastic garbage bag and haul it away full: 42 minutes every day. Then an occasional Saturday. Then others began to notice the change and began to pitch in-time or money or tools or a truck load hauled away or plants. Slowly, slowly this place began to be a park. In his mind, it had already been a park.

So what will we do with our time? With our hands and with our money and with our energy? What kind of place can we make?

—Nancy Brown Hedgpeth, JDPSN

5 Suzuki Roshi Quotes that Will Empty Your Mind!

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  1. “Real Freedom is to not feel limited when wearing this Zen robe, this troublesome formal robe. Similarly, in our busy life we should wear this civilization without being bothered by it, without ignoring it, without being caught by it.”

  2. “You should rather be grateful for the weeds you have in your mind, because eventually they will enrich your practice.”

  3. “Life is like stepping onto a boat which is about to sail out to sea and sink.” 

  4. “The basic teaching of Buddhism is the teaching of transiency or change. That everything changes is the basic truth for all existence. No one can deny this truth and all teaching of Buddhism is condensed within it. This is the teaching for all of us. Wherever we go this teaching is true. This teaching is also understood as the teaching of selflessness. Because all existence is in constant change, there is no abiding self.”

  5. “There is no need to have a deep understanding of Zen.”

Ta Hui's Teaching

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Our teaching this week comes from a book called “Swampland Flowers, The Letters and Lectures of Zen Master Ta Hui.” (translated by J.C. Cleary)
 
The Great Chinese Master Ta Hui Tsung Kao (1089-1163) is a central figure in the Rinzai school of Zen, known for being a passionate advocate of the koan practice so important in that tradition…He emphasizes that the liberation promised by the Buddha is available to everyone in a any walk of life, and that any occupation can be a form of Zen practice.” – J.C. Cleary

Don’t Keep Knowledge

When you study the Path, before you’ve gained an entry, it feels endlessly difficult.  When you hear the comments of the teachers of the school, it seems even harder to understand.  This is because if the mind that grasps for realization and seeks rest is not removed, you are obstructed by this.  As soon as this mind stops, you finally realize the Path is neither difficult nor easy, and also that it cannot be passed on by teachers.

A Teaching from our School Zen Master Zen Master Soeng Hyang (Bobby Rhodes)

I think it’s difficult to believe in yourself, to trust the process of Zen practice. When you first start practicing, often you feel worse. You start watching your brain and watching all your thoughts, and you think you’re getting worse, not better. So coming to this practice and staying, requires great faith, great courage, and a great question. You have to develop the ability to see your thinking, and it can be painful at times. It’s not an easy path. I was thinking about a story that I heard Zen Master Seung Sahn tell.

It’s about a sparrow. She lived in a large forest. This bird was very evolved: she never checked, held or made anything! She was always paying attention, and was so gregarious that she knew all the animals in the forest. She not only knew the animals, she also respected and loved them.

One day a very rapid, horrible fire started. It was a dry, windy day. The sparrow was of course paying attention, and she flew straight up. She used her intuition, saw a pond, filled her beak, flew over the fire and dropped the water. Over and over and over, this action of dropping one drop of water onto the forest fire. And then, finally, totally exhausted, she fell into the fire.

I love that story. So . . . who died? Did her efforts even help? If we think that way—life, death, the fire was put out, it wasn’t put out—that’s a big mistake. We all know this fire. We need to know the fire, the suffering, the pain. It’s impossible not to see it. But, again, we’re very smart, so we find all these ways to avoid looking at it. We have movies; we have books; we have all kinds of things to distract ourselves. Human beings are very smart, but intelligence will not show us the way. Only a strong vow and strong direction will bring us to knowing how to put out the fire.

What the Buddha Taught

We have a wonderful library here at Dharma Zen Center.  Small…but wonderful.  I pulled a book off called What the Buddha Taught by Walpola Rahula, and found wonderful wisdom on meditation inside.  The following teaching is from the chapter " ‘Meditation’ or Mental Culture: Bhavana.”  This is just a taste.  I encourage you to explore further this book and chapter.

The Buddha’s Teaching, particularly his way of ‘meditation’ aims at producing a state of perfect mental health, equilibrium and tranquility.  It is unfortunate that hardly any other section of the Buddha’s teaching is so much misunderstood as ‘meditation’, both by Buddhists and non-Buddhists.  The moment the word ‘meditation’ is mentioned, one thinks of an escape from the daily activities of life; assuming a particular posture, like a statue in some cave or cell in a monastery, in some remote place cut off from society; and musing on, or being absorbed in, some kind of mystic or mysterious thought or trance.  True Buddhist meditation does not mean this kind of escape at all.

The most important discourse ever given by the Buddha on mental development (‘meditation’) is called the Satipatthana-sutta “The Setting Up of Mindfulness’ (No. 22 of the Digha-nikaya, or No. 10 of the Majjhima-nikaya)…The ways of ‘meditation’ given in this discourse are not cut off from life, not do they avoid life; on the contrary, they are concerned with our life, our daily activities, our sorrows and joys, our words and thoughts, our moral and intellectual occupations...”

You can purchase the book via Amazon here.

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Milarepa's Songs

Milarepa was a Tibetan Buddhist poet, hermit, and very enlightened man. When people came to him seeking help, often a song would spontaneously appear to him and he would teach by singing this wisdom.  These songs are compiled in “The Hundred Thousand Songs of Milarepa.”  I have Volume 2 and, often will open the book up to a random page and see what’s there.  So I opened the book…and…
 
Saturday – “A bird knows when and where
To spread and close its wings.”

Let Your Universe Become Large

“Koan practice means pulling the rug out from under your thinking. When you do this, it becomes starkly clear that thinking has nothing to do with your true nature. Your true nature is before thinking. Kong-ans can't be approached with your thinking, they must be approached with your confidence. This means asking, "Do I believe in myself? Can I trust life's experience this very moment?" We may think that confidence is an encyclopedia salesperson ringing a doorbell, confident in what she's selling. This isn't confidence, this is selling yourself something, selling yourself an idea and making it so strong, you can't be open to the universe. True confidence is completely accepting your not-knowing. It's accepting that no one knows and understanding that this is okay. When you do this, your universe becomes bigger. But when you take one idea, formulate something, and become attached to it, your universe shrinks. So let your universe become large. Let your sitting be without boundaries, and a good answer will appear all by itself.”

—Zen Master Bon Haeng (Mark Houghton), a Zen Master in the Kwan Um School (Dharma Zen Center’s greater organization)
 
The full Teaching can be found at:
 https://kwanumzen.org/teaching-library/2002/04/01/let-your-universe-become-large

What is Love?

One evening, after a Dharma talk at the Cambridge Zen Center, a student asked Seung Sahn Soen Sa, “What is love?”
Soen-sa said, “I ask you, what is love?”
The student was silent.
Soen-sa said, “This is love.”
The student was still silent.
Soen-sa said, “You ask me:  I ask you. This is love.”

From Dropping Ashes on the Buddha – The Teaching of Zen Master Seung Sahn, by Stephen Mitchell